The truth

I have always craved dick. I was 12 when I started to enjoy looking down in showers after practice in the high school locker. I was towel boy loving it. I would go home and imagine the biggest one in my hands. I watched porn different than my friends. I was imagining myself in the woman's place in the porn doing the scenes. The first man I actually got to touch didn't believe me I never gave head. I swallowed 3 loads before he stopped me. My first top after about 1 minute into him fucking me he stopped and said I was lying because he idnt need lube and I was giving him some hip movement . I go months without giving head years of not bottoming. I can be horny when I finally find the right one. So my imagination thats fueled by deprivation takes over instantly. My bottom stories from my 20's are wild. All encounters were better than I thought. If you read about them you would think its fiction.