I'm in my early 20's...

I'm in my early 20's... Growing up I've always been years behind everyone else. Having mental issues i try every day to forget i have. But wake remembering anyways. I, and my family have worked hard to get me where I am today. I'm greatful. But family isn't enough and I've cut loose long time friendships that have been rotten from the core. Learning, but still behind, I've set myself free of them. Im free to grow alittle more. The only problem is that I haven't no skills, nor instinct to successfuly find a partner. If anyone is really out there. Please spread your light to showing me how to live right by my sex life, and by the wonderful woman I meet.