How can I be a better sex toy

I’ve recently started exploring my fantasies and wanted to find a dom in real life and had an experience meeting one. He gripped and twisted my nipples as soon as I met him because I had already postponed our meeting a few times. But then we sat down to talk for a few. He had me kneel in front of him and he would peak down my shirt and would play with my breast. He pulled me over his lap when it was time for me to go and would spank me. This was turning me on but also I was nervous cause I just met him and was feeling so confused because I was also not attracted to him. But when I got home I couldn’t help rub my pussy to everything that happened. But I haven’t met with him since and he wants me to. He wants me to return and be fully naked the whole time in his presence. Parts of me want to and a part of me doesn’t.

Well did you return

You can be a better toy when you take this cock and stuff it in every hole this is gonna be tricky but while I'm fuckin that ass try to stuff your panties in your pussy ;)