I am a M seeking F. Discreet Connection

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Male · 39 · United States of America

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Category: Casual Sex

Location: Albuquerque · NM · USA

I am a M seeking F. Discreet Connection

Married Male 35 years old Hispanic Caucasian with brown eyes, I shave my head so I don't have hair on top or below but if I did grow it out my hair would be black my height is 5''11" tall and I weigh about 180lbs. I have a Slim, athletic, average build and as for my length I can sometimes be a bit bigger than 8" inches but most days a little bit less than 8" depending on how excited and comfortable I am. Thickness is probably a small amount above average idk maybe the thickness of a plantain I think I never measured the radius of myself. I work out a few times per week because I enjoy staying fit. I don't have a hobby because I don't have very much free time most of the time I am working as a contractor doing all kinds of different labor around the city of Albuquerque. My wife doesn't believe that oral sex has a role at all or any part in a sexual relationship. Therefore then that means that if I seek it out through someone else also means that it is in fact not cheating at all. Being for the reason is only that I am going to somebody else to provide what she cannot or will not provide. I understand the same would apply toward myself if I couldn't or wouldn't be willing or capable of providing something for her that it would be agreed that she is free to find it elsewhere. Although there is nothing that I wouldn't do for her if she wanted it because I love her and I wouldn't have any ill reason to deny what she wants, or would ever want . I have yet to decline any of her requests and yes because I love not to prove that I love her. Also why I don't ask her to anymore because I know how she feels about it and when we find ourselves in that subject it is not at all a feeling of pleasure or fun. To tell the truth it's just terrible and it's a place full of negativity and nothing good can ever come from it .... So we strive to stay away from that subject I am ok with that because it is a very shitty feeling for us both .. Anyways as I didn't mean to get so much off track so getting back to it...... . What I am looking for: I am looking for somebody who would be capable of performing deepthroat for me because it is something that I have always wanted but because of my size my wife cannot help me with that. The reason I am posting is that she said that she completely left this up to me so i have her permission to seek out a clean female who is std free and open minded not possessive and is preferably the age of 35- 55 years young. Although she never wants to ever meet her (or should I say) YOU. Looking forward to getting this fantasy that I have always wanted to try but unfortunately because my big size it has so far been impossible. My wife as well as myself would like to thank you in advance for reading this request and we hope that you can help hope that the rest of your day is full of awesome! I would like to say thank you to everyone who has supported us throughout these times of struggle. A person chose to be with me but not %100 My option I chose is to continue because of such a complicated situation Sex is not cheating if it is not a part of the relationship Everyone has a choice to decide if they want to or not After lying then to cut a person off is very cruel Remember that you knew that is what I wanted Control is not what I did to you Having an option to choose and... I was not deserving enough to even consider No I will not ever be ok with your choice Gave you everything and anything at your request From the day I saved your life Over the past 10yrs. I continued to give & not received Ready to finally receive that which has been denied for me Am currently suggesting another way, where everybody wins. Married but it is open on behalf of what is not provided I preferred not to take this route but she's making me Surrendering my responsibility is not what I'm choosing Taking accountability this my fault and nobody else's Required to and if capable yet still declines to give Especially when given a choice and even after our love Somebody who you truly desire is not me Somebody is in turn not you when it has to do with that Please if you would like to talk about it hit me up just an average responsible middle aged individual with passions and desires looking forward to meeting someone who views and can share the same interests. To 6 seven. O for won,won. Thank you for your time, hope that you have a great day.